Box plot

Since yesterday until now, i had a feeling 'outlier' in the box plot...

Do u know wat is a outlier and box plot is???
Previously about few week ago, i had this feeling but not strong...
But yesterday and wat happened today, i really felt being a 'outlier'...
Yesterday is a class outing and after the event, they have their plan and i cannot follow...
then this morning at church when we sat down...
i felt that is a 'outlier' place....
I been moody since yesterday....
i want to find someone really close to talk heart to heart but NONE of them available....
On the other hand, since the course started i very close to few of them and TODAY i felt like a 'outlier' to them and not as close previously...
When thing happen, they reluctant to let me know and give some reason...
i really felt that no one to turn to...
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I felt like being 'used' in some way....
when i'm small, people say 靠山，山会到；靠水，水会流；山水不能靠，只能靠自己。
is it really real???
i felt like being 'used'...
some once told me
朋友不一定要合情合理，但一定要知心知意；
朋友不一定要形影不离，但一定要心心相惜；
朋友不一定要常常联络，但一定要放在心里。
is this also real???
i really donoe wat to do now...
the only i can go to is Abba Father???
that what i heard from many people...
can some one tell me???
felling like a outlier is not good...
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Like the outlier...